green tea enemas.

the arson which hates you.

sectarianscream — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 23:23:00 +0000

time to let go.

sectarianscream — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:29:33 +0000

i think i will be moving blogs.

although this blog has been the only one thing/person(sic) i’ve been faithful to in these ten months, but i’m so fickle(deb changed blog too), and i have been ITCHING to change blog so byebye.

will post my new wordpress address when i think of one, UNLESS you kpos find my OTHER wordpress.

i might come back though. i still can see stalkers rifling through the old entries(don’t think i cannot see).

aghast

sectarianscream — Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:04:37 +0000

speechless. and quite disgusted with you.

glue them back.

sectarianscream — Sat, 05 Apr 2008 21:02:00 +0000

can’t wait to put my arms around you and close my eyes, bury my face in all of you, and inhale as deeply as my lungs will allow. i can almost smell you from here.

so many miles away and so many days away.

i don’t think i’ll ever forget that smell. with that beautiful hollow of your neck, with tiny brown spots and the lovely curvature of your collarbones……………………………………..

no sade song is ever complete without your presence.

83.

queen of sorrow.

sectarianscream — Sat, 05 Apr 2008 20:55:52 +0000

you’re not even remotely hot. or smart. okay maybe you have a good figure, but good figures don’t go far if you have neither beauty nor brains. i bet you don’t even read.

sometimes my own venomousness shocks me. other times it just serves as a shield.

anyhow, i realized that i am actually on the path of education not for the paper chase, nor for any form of satisfaction or interest, but to merely escape being in the real world, and to be a student and live (shamelessly)off my father.

i think my paper chase at the end of five years will actually result in something, but i will probably have no use for them papers. perhaps that’s why i have no motivation whatsoever to quicken/shorten this paper chase. because the longer it takes, the happier the escapist in me becomes.

so yeah, whether it’s a private university, polytechnic or junior college, i really don’t care.

after my requisite paper chase to make my parentals happy, i might just take off to be flighty, frivolous, and happy-go-lucky. i think i’ll forever be so young inside. immature, but who cares? i just want my four beautiful children with dimples and a maid(of course).

i am disappointed with how frivolous i am.

on a lighter note, 83 more days!

work it.

sectarianscream — Fri, 04 Apr 2008 01:27:18 +0000

can’t stop thinking about the a|x top damn it!!!!!!!

i have a weakness for all white tops that are cut like a second skin……

urghhhhh

my period is making me so….. urgh.

pekcekpekcek why did i not see the price tagggggggggggg.

so pissedddd and hungryyyyyyyyy.

zhern remember your promise to crash school with me and bake me a quiche and carrot cake with cream cheese frosting oggay.

i almost don’t feel like having my 4 beautiful children with dimples already. my wombbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb.

so fking painfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll pcbbbbbbbbbbbb

don’t wanna have kids. don’t wanna have womb. don’t wanna be female. don’t wanna bleed. don’t wanna have my 4 kids. don’t wanna have a beautiful daughter with dimples. don’t wanna have a baby to kiss. don’t wanna bleed every motnh………………………..

urghhhhhhhhhhhh period’s making me high(in a bad way) byeybbyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

heart’s only big enough for you.

sectarianscream — Wed, 02 Apr 2008 18:27:53 +0000

86 more long days.

sighhh.

you better start yan-jiuing how to make cute bento lunches.

love you sho velly mush. i wanna blow your fatsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

food food food.

sectarianscream — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 23:40:29 +0000

i wanna eat creme brulee(again), portugese egg tarts, crystal jade porridge, a grilled cheese sandwich, freshly baked chocolate chip cookies with vanilla ice cream, yellowtail sashimi anddddddd MANY MANY BENTOS in june where my boyfriend will make one everyday for me!

ha ha ha!

pissed to the max.

sectarianscream — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:02:03 +0000

even my maid is as useless as you.

WHY YOU USE MY SPEEDO TOWEL TO WIPE THE FLOOR? PCB.

ALL OF YOU! ALL USELESS!