derided by vanity; the song to say goodbye.

roar roar roar      drive away       goodbye

no way      yes                  you weak piece of shit      u seless       uessless         call the shots call i won’t           let you       song to say goodbye         vinegar              you lying tragic waste of space
bye    blessed       the voice that made me cry        because i want you       raw rage     hit me slap me           use me

 blinded blinded my eyes

tearing me apart

  madness       giving up on the one thing

no longer whole

what seems unreasonable at first sight may actually be a solution on hindsight   yes i am stupid

         read my mind   r ead read     a mind is not a book potter it cannot be read

 every me every you                                          sucker love is heaven sent

driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane driving me insane

  go away go away voice in my head go away go away go away    like lovers do.

   like the way i love

absolutely yours already.

waking up to you on xmas morning and quarreling with you is really quite a novel way to start a day.

sometimes in the midst of our many arguments, i almost wish you’d leave me. it’d spare me a lot of emotional anguish two months down our road.

crabtree and evelyn biscuits are really quite delightful. even if lemon bits stick to weird places in my mouth.

post-coital bliss aside, sometimes it feels like time has stopped when i hug you and inhale all of you in me. then i expel you from my lungs, and you’re gone, just like you will be, soon.

i love you more than century eggs and pickled ginger.
i love you more than garfield.

merry xmas everyone.

run baby run.

“happiness is a fleeting thing, grasp it when you can.”

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